Back Off, Bitch!

I trusted her. I'll never make that mistake again. She doesn't seem to understand that he doesn't want her. I'm one step away from quoting Wicked to her: "He doesn't belong to you. He doesn't love you and he never did. He loves ME!" Tough, I know, but the truth hurts. She says she's my friend, but what kind of "friend" flirts with a "friend's" boyfriend! Can't she see how much it hurts me? Does she even have a heart?! She's ridiculous. Did it ever occur to her that maybe, just maybe, he doesn't want her? Maybe he actually loves his girlfriend. Maybe he's not like most guys and will be faithful to me out of love. We're a strange couple, I know, but we make it work. We have a connection that she can never break, but it pisses me off that she even tries.

Broadway Couples

I want the typical Broadway relationship. I want to be the...

Elphaba to your Fiyero
Christine to your Raoul
Sherrie to your Drew
Natalie to your Henry
Nala to your Simba
Belle to your Beast
Ariel to your Eric
Sophie to your Sky
Florence to your Anatoly
Elle to your Emmett
Tracy to your Link
Mimi to your Roger
Maria to your Tony
Fiona to your Shrek
Kate Monster to your Princeton

I want to be yours forever ♥

It Never Ends

They say that stress is normal, that it helps us go about our daily lives. Some people see it as a drive to be better. I guess it's helpful in some ways, but not when it so much of it comes on at once!!! Right now, I'm balancing school work, two dance classes, drivers ed, two clubs, and a LOT of drama. Most of it I can handle, provided I have a sufficient amount of caffeine in my system. I just wish the drama would stop. The worst bit of drama is, once again, being caused by the girl who is after my boyfriend. She just won't give up!! I'm starting to REALLY hate her because yesterday she made my boyfriend, whom I love very much, feel like shit by telling him that she cuts herself because of him. Back off you psycho emo bitch! She should have taken the hint that he wasn't interested 6 MONTHS AGO when he and I started dating again. I wonder if they sell bitch repellent on ebay...

I don't mean to be posessive, but MINE MINE MINE!!!!!! >:(

Friendship. Trust. Promises. Simple words, complex definitions. Where are the lines drawn? What causes these things to crumble? One person, one simple action. These things are delicate, and it doesn't take much to destroy them. Let's back up a few days, shall we? Back to the beginning of the end. One girl, one little girl. So small, yet so evil. 14 years old. Not much of a threat, right? WRONG. She's been after my boyfriend for quite some time. She's made attempts to get me out of the picture, each one failing, thus making her look more and more desperate and unstable. My boyfriend is finally taking action. He is defending what he and I have. Simple situation, right? Wrong, once again. Problem is, she was my friend, and we have many mutual friends. It's a tangled web when friendship is involved. It hurts to have a friend try to take away your happiness. I'm not afraid of losing my boyfriend. I know how he feels about me, and it makes me smile and thank the Lord above each and every day. I just don't understand what would posses her to be so sneaky, so underhanded, so evil! It gets worse. She's just like me, in almost every way. Creepy, right? Get's worse. She still tells him how much she likes him. Quite often! Ever wanted to punch someone in the face? With a Hulk fist?? Yeah, you could say I'm mad.

Green-Eyed Monster

My boyfriend has always been a flirt. I can't help it but get EXTREMELY jealous whenever he's around other girls. The biggest problem: he doesn't care that it's hurting me. Oh, he sure as hell knows, but he just doesn't give a shit! He talks about his girl friends all the time! He helps them with their problems and cares about their feelings. I envy them. They get all of his attention and I'm stuck looking like the nagging annoying girlfriend. I wish he cared about my feelings as much as he does about theirs. Stop breaking my heart!

How Lucky Am I

He may not be the prince charming every little girl dreams of, but I love my boyfriend with all of my heart and soul. Sure he can be arrogant and cruel sometimes, but I see past it. All I see is the most amazing guy I have ever met. He stands by me through everything. He's not just my boyfriend, he's also my best friend. He's my rock. I don't know what I'd do without him.

Best Friend Bull

"Hey best friend, wanna hang out after school? Hello? Oh, that's right, I forgot! You have a boyfriend now! I no longer exist!!!" Yes, it's official. My best friend in the whole world has a new boyfriend! Yippee!!! NOT!!!!!! Now that the little boy toy is in the picture I'm off the map. One thing I should probably mention so there's no confusion is that my best friend is a guy. He's bi. This is his first boyfriend. From the first second they met each other, they knew it was "meant to be." *insert eye roll here* They went on their first date about a week ago and ever since they've become completely OBSESSED with each other!!! My so-called "best friend" hasn't spoken to me in 3 days. I went home sick from school. He didn't bother to ask if I was okay. He's been too busy posting Facebook statuses about how much he LOOOOOVES his new boyfriend. IT'S DISGUSTING!!! At first I was happy for him. Now I hope his boyfriend moves to Antarctica!!!!! I have a boyfriend and I can balance him with the rest of my friends. My friend obviously can NOT. This isn't the first time he's pushed me to the side over a crush. He started dating a girl about half a year ago and it was the same deal. When is it going to end? I just want my friend back, and now I'm losing him to a guy he met 2 WEEKS AGO!!! It sucks only being #1 until something better comes along.